Thursday, May 20, 2010

THAT STRANGE FEELING CALLED LOVE

I HATE HIM AND I LOVE HIM AND AT TIMES I WISH HE WOULD JUST GO THE FUCK AWAY. HE IS MY FIRST. MY FIRST EVERYTHING EVEN MY FIRST BROKEN HEART. I HATE HIS SMILE, I LOVE HIS SMILE, I WANT HIM TO HOLD ME AND THEN AGAIN I DON'T.

I HATE THE WAY HE LOOKS AT ME I HATE THE HE SMELLS, BUT WHEN HE NEAR ME I LOVE HIS SCENT HE SMELLS SO CLEAN, BUT YET SO MANLY, HIS SCENT IS LIKE THE WIND WITH A NICE COOL BREEZE.

PLEASE KISS ME ON THE BACK OF MY NECK EVER SO LIGHTLY LEAVING A LIGHT TINGLE FEELING THROUGH MY BODY. NOW KISS ME ON THE NECK WITH YOUR TONGUE ENDING IN A LITTLE NIBBLE ( DEEP BREATH). I LOVE YOU! PLEASE WHISPER IN MY EAR AND TELL ME I AM SAFE WITH YOU HOLD ME TIGHT. THIS IS HOW I FEEL WHEN I AM ALONE IN BED AT NIGHT.

YOU BROKE MY HEART! TIME AFTER TIME AFTER TIME AGAIN AND I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!!!! I JUST WANT TO SAY IT YOUR FACE AS LOUD AS I CAN UNTIL TEARS FORM IN MY EYES AND I START TO CRY AS I FALL TO MY KNEES BECAUSE IN REALITY I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU.

I HATE THAT STRANGE FEELING CALLED LOVE!!
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3 comments:

  1. UnknownMay 21, 2010 at 3:50 PM

    Wow that shit is real Crystal man i have even more respect for you god i wish i could just meet you in person Ohh well im glad that we have the internet please write more your a bad as female and not talkin looks im talkin your mind and your intellect but you are easy on the eyes as well,,i enjoyed it !!!

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  2. UnknownMay 26, 2010 at 6:20 AM

    Crystal U r LOVED. Thank u 4 sharing SO MUCH of urself and in the process helping others no that they r not alone in their experiences.
    u r BEAUTY.

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  3. Despo BlancoAugust 12, 2010 at 9:46 AM

    dam baby that how you feel about me I am sorry you feel this way but I still do love you

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